Summer was like any summer switching the day trying to have fun as much as you want because you know when summer ends boredom, sadness, pain and loneliness takes over. I asked myself how come I calculated happiness. Happiness isn’t logic, it’s a feeling touches and flutter your heart. So I felt wasn’t happiness ; it was just acting or trying to convince myself that I am satisfied with what I am doing with my life now. Waking up like any usual day at 2 pm as lazy as it gets. I knew nothing new will happen just our tradition boring summer going to the beach then eating then at night going out till the sun comes up then go home .what an amazing summer do you feel it uhhhh gorgeous days. Do you know what I will prove you how gorgeous it was … the only problem I cant remember anything , not because I was drunk don’t think wrong.. just because nothing happen actually nothing exciting I mean . but actually something did happen … heyy just a small thing don’t get excited. I met him , of course you are asking your self whose him. He is short guy that talk with no calculation with no regret . come on he is a guy one of my friend knew . one day in my boring summer me and two of my friends where sitting in a place where we were expected to be sitting . I was just watching people and trying to imagine how there life going? I was staring actually and I know it will be really weird if I got caught . then suddenly a short guy pushed a chair and sat beside me but I didn’t recognize because I was in my world talking to my mind and staring at people , then said in a burly voice hi . I was like huhh what , he said again but in a really loud voice “I said hiiii” in a cute charmy smile with our eyes matching each other as if we knew eachother long time ago . I opened my mouth to let the word come out but they were staked in my mind in a place called overthinking what shall I do know ? I just got caught by love . so after 1 minute of staring at him with an open month I replied with a shame hi. He introduced him self as an amazing life style prince, ohh sorry a short princes actually ,in amazing collage , an amazing personality and an amazing charm. This day I laughed as if I going to laugh forever with him as if I knew him from somewhere that our destiny create. I suddenly I stopped ..and looked at him very closely as if I am going to x ray him with my eye , will this be my future ? will this brings me happiness and finally make me love for the first time . i said to myself lets take it as a summer fling when the feeling change so title change .we are surrounded my titles whom defines as , whom creates our life and whom makes who we are. I think title is overrated to make a stupid word controls you doesn’t make it an obligation ,it makes you weaker and useless to control which path will you chose . Unknown title makes people curious and wonder that makes them think that makes you in their mind, it’s a way of attraction. Mystery in one of the things that attract humans . Because it is exciting to live in a life you don’t know what it will bring a tomorrow. When you leave a sentence about your life in complete makes people stay till you finish it. Like shahrazad made I think she is genius reading someone a story every night but without complete it .curiosity weaker him and made him under the spell of the reader. Back to the short prince , don’t tell me you forget about him . texting and midnight calls fluttered my heart and made close my eyes and wish it will continue . going every where I go like a lost puppy made me felt like for the first time I am loved. In the Morning I said I need to pause for moment and see what am I doing ? After a long day of private lessons of annoying useless SAT , sitting with my friends i. in our usual place staring and the door wish nothing to happen to change the boring life that I am living . Suddenly a saw a shot guy with his charm smile enter, I thought I was daydreaming for a moment and I told myself I must gone crazy. Then I saw him getting closer till I felt his hand touch mine. I pause with a shock look with no word. At this moment he said why didn’t you call, where were you all day long? In my mind I replied trying to avoid you because I think I am falling for you. He grabbed my hand so tight I felt that he will never let go. He took me outside with a worried look on his face and touching my face so gently as if he was so scared I will break in this hand as a fragile flower. Then he whispered in my ears I like you I really do. I closed my eyes at this moment with a tiny smile on my face as if I was waiting for this for long time. But behind every smile of him I see a story. I get scared and I felt I got carried away by him. I need to pause and rethink this but wait a minute I was think what thinking made me. A girl who cant love. I need stop , I need to stop now and talk a step closer not farther . I knew this day I have changed I gave up on my mind I start believe in my heart . I filled my heart with courage and I laugh and I said let do it. Love swapped our feet and made us fly higher than I accepted. The real question that scares me the most is “until when ?” because just like seasons , people change and so do feelings. Is love is mistaken for something else , I hope not. Things where unforgettable for few weeks but I knew nothing last forever things changed , he changed . people don’t change, they became more of who they are. i was not what he want or even need . he just need a summer fling. And the title chose my path this time. The hardest time was I must to let go not because I want to but because I have to. I am scared maybe my wounds change me to an evil person who’s heart filled with hatred, who knows ? , time healed thing but not everything . I accepted the fact the word he said “that we can be good friends” but in my mind I screamed “FRIENDS , are crazy “ . I am a young woman that can control her life and doesn’t need a man to feel like one. It okay to be friends . actually we really did started to be friends ,I misses him and he misses me . everything became normal but the only thing that didn’t became normal my heart it broke a little more than what it normally was.