as life goes i am still the same, waiting for miracle that will change everything. i am living in a place but i wish to run from it . it is very ironic that this place is heaven but trapped in my mind. how long will i keep on living in my mind. how far will i go to reach happiness . and why love is the key for happiness. and why love is the hardest of them all? who i am ? what do i want? why i am even alive? those questions what kills me slowly .i need someone comes and answer all of this and why i am waiting for this someone and specially a male . i have myself and i think this is enough . i am good enough to live the life i want , yes i am. i hope that this answer satisfied me but i guess not. lack of warmth and security what brings me down .i think i had enough of pain and loneliness and need to move to another life or another me . without passion for living , living will be objective , so why are you still alive ?. i am living in world turning to grey slowly . i will wait my happiness gonna knock me out one day but please be fast . what will i am gonna do with this world . i think i will turn it to a comic magazine and start living that this isn't real anymore . do you know what life sucks when you living it alone. dont cry about it because you are on your own in this fuckin real world. this is not fun anymore .
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