when love change

Waking up every day with no knowledge what will happen today. Maybe I am kind of person who is very rare. Why I feel that I am the only person who is searching for love or even believes in it. People think you don’t love or there is nothing called the one. Having a long relationship is about being used to someone and accepting everything about him or her. Or you can just fall in love with moment not with person that was in that moment. Love is convincing yourself that the person you see is the person you want; the person you see fulfills your needs and wants. but what happen if your needs and wants changed, will this love will end? If you need your love to continue in time so when things change you have to change with it or you will lose everything you have or even got . yes I know its complicate , but why in my eyes its simple . Just love someone and live the life you ever wished for. Although is fairytale never happened. So no one can trust marriage because you always think that marriage is the ending but actually it’s the beginning of the change and how you will live with it

Who’s talking, the girl who never falls in love but I always daydreamed about the day I will fall in love. I always thought that the key for happiness is love but actually it will end eventually. Telling me that love will go its only matter of time as if you are telling a child Santa isn’t real. I am different; love with me will be different right?? . From where I getting this faith as if that person is standing next to me. I am not a strong person but I can survive and my weapon is love. I am starting to lose hope on love in a relationship but what about any other kind of love. Will end soon too. is all what happening around me is fake  or wasteful , that the question I will ask myself every time I look at someone I think I love .